{Fallon} WTF this day

[we_are_spc]

Transcribed from FB with slight spelling fixes:

Oh my freaking gods, people, make up your freaking minds! I can't plan *anything* it seems like without something else going to shit. I'm more frustrated at that, now, than anything else-and people wonder why I microscope everything. *sighs*

Basically:
-Family reunion in planning for a couple years
-Most family hasn't decided on coming until half a year to dadline
-Family reunion is this weekend.
-though I had a ride as of 1 week ago. Due to additional family members (husbands, additional child+fiance) ride got cancelled.
-OK fine, othe cousin will come get me because parents would take me home.
-except for now male parent has said that mine is the *last* place, not the *first* they will be stopping at on the way home, which means they will either (A) come to reunion and continue east for a bit before looping back, or (B) bypass reunion and loop around. Either way-no way home.
-That is unless aunt (Who previously said she could pick me up and now can't) is willing to ride me home. Which is unlikely.\

...

I am trying not to be pisssed (I was earlier, still am sort of, but it's better now) becase, dammit, I need to know what to plan for Friday because RP people need to know-some choice family members have reasons they would like schedule changes-and I just...don't even know right now how I feel except for frustrated and annoyed with the seeming disregard of my father in his pain-induced little world of 'no compromise' ever. Or seemingly 'no compromise' because my aunt has offered up her hous (Which yes is about 30 minutes away, but) and Mom suggested they stay there since he doesn't like the couch (And I no longer have an air matress wwhich I think ye forgets) and he doesn't want to stay there. Even thoug it would probably be better for him to do so, even if it's further out from us.


And now I find out that one of my courses (My only on campus one) may well have been cancelled (Through my canvas site no less) and it's probably too late to tell VR not to get Open Door tickets, because they need to have the schedule in advance, and today (Mostly) has been frustrating as hell.

the only bright spot was someone taking me to the store and covering me for the food I couldn't afford on my Food Stamp card, and I about cried after he left because OMG I needed that. Also: Farmer's Market thing tomorrow-yea. I'm excited for that, too, because it's finally somewhere that isn't school or store. Or My friend's place. I like going there, don't get me wrong-but a change of pace is sometimes nice.

I'm still having a very hard time not wanting to retail therapy with my tips (I won't, but dam I just...would love to buy something just for me to let of some damn steam) because I have nothing else to do now that most of my school work for my 2 classes is done, and I still have enough energy, that while I was tired earlier...I'm not now. :( Although II'll probably try and sleep some-because riding with person to farm to pick up food to sell at market, then market itself might be a long day.

-Fallon~

Comments

[alatefeline]

I'm sorry that you are at frustration station, Fallon. Good luck.

[we_are_spc]

Thank you.

I'ma try to be a bit more cheerful today-but i'ma probably need food an caffine first-this 3 hours of sleep thing is something I'm not used to. :( (Litteraly 1-3. *sighs*

I need to be up by seven and am now not tired-which is going to come and bite me later as usual, and I only took a 90 minute nap yesterday instead of my usual 3-4 hour one. >.>

Yes...

[ysabetwordsmith]

Friends can help a lot in a crisis. I'm glad you have some people to help you.

One time some friends of ours had calamities. We filled one grocery bag from the freezer with things like a whole chicken, ground beef, and berries; and another with spare staples from the pantry like pasta and soup. They cried on us, but were happy to have it.

Re: Yes...

[we_are_spc]

awwhe. :) That's awesome!

:d :d :d

They can-that act of kindness+market later today-is probably what's going to save the week, for serious.

Coming home with a few more things (Ideas, whatever) to spruce up my cooking will be even better and make me a very happy human-shaped person. ;d

-Fallon~

[gingicat]

I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could do to help.

[we_are_spc]

Thank you so much. *hugs*

(I'm still trying not to freaking go to town with my tips...bad idea...I need to still keep a hold of those. *sighs* But they would be enough for a massage at my school...>.>

(And yes, I do this, It's why sometimes Jay takes money decisions away from me when I'm pissed because I tend to impulsive spend when I'm like this. I'm slowly breaking it, but let me tell you, it's taking some doing.

-fallon~