Short entry before I go

[we_are_spc]

I was thinking about some things earlier today, and realized a few things. ... only two actually.


I think it's been about six weeks now since my meeting of the infamous Ryan of HOLD, and thinking back on this, I was hit by the following clue-by-fours:

He taught me about keeping boundaries. Due to the fact that he was pushing against my 'mental wals' so to speak, and that I was able to repel said pushes speaks volumes for the system stability, and it also lets me know that I'm not afraid to say "Hell no, stay the fuck out, I don't want you hear damnit!" The fact that I was able to *keep* him out... yeah well.

He also taught me that I can keep physical boundaries as well and say, "Look... I can't deal with this, so... no, I don't think I can deal with *you*... at all, thank you, good bye."

It was hell for me to have to say no, though, because that was the first time I'd ever had to intentionally tell someone who seemed nice enough that I didn't want to have anything to do with him, and the reasons *why* I didn't want anything to do with him. It was hell... but I did it, damnit. ::is proud::


I will be writing up an account of the birthday party for H'vorxixnon. Just not tonight. :p

See you lovelys later! ::waves:: :)

-P

Comments

[halialkers]

It is important to learn boundaries. Without them everything can get quite a bit more dangerous.

Our guys should be over there already, and getting ready for the service & all.

Be sure to have fun. And yes....our bunch will be leaving for the Convention tomorrow. We'll be visiting cousins beforehand...

Set Molotov.

[we_are_spc]

She's there with just about everyone else, too. :d

It's going to be damn crowded over there, Set. I seriously hope Whit can deal with that... o.o

Just... o-freaking-o... you know?

Have fun. We'll probably keep a link-to file with the important crap in it so we can drop it in a comment for when you get back and stuff. :d

-Nadine~

[halialkers]

I hope she can as well.

That'll be good. And your Craimar and Sarah will be over for part of the whole business, and as we're returning around the 22nd and she'll be there until the 25th....that'll be a good juxtaposition.

Set Molotov.

[we_are_spc]

Yes... yes it will.

Ah... she needs time away, I think. This she does. I'm gladshe'll be able to get it... seriously. :)

-Nadine~

[halialkers]

So am I. She'll be in the Empire, and will be perfectly fine there. I do hope that she has fun there, it can be a fun society unless you're a Mr. Grumpy like me.

Set Molotov.

[we_are_spc]

Oh, that she certainly is not. As you probably well know.

And... I shall have to come see sometime, I do think.

-Nadine~

[halialkers]

Indeed she isn't.

I'm off for the night after this post.

Set Molotov.

[lightsoul]

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